{"id":174,"date":"2004-01-18T23:02:59","date_gmt":"2004-01-18T14:02:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.youzin.com\/wordpress\/?p=174"},"modified":"2004-01-18T23:02:59","modified_gmt":"2004-01-18T14:02:59","slug":"%eb%a9%94%eb%a9%98%ed%86%a0-%eb%a9%94%eb%a9%98%ed%86%a0-%eb%a9%94%eb%a9%98%ed%86%a0%eb%a5%bc-%ea%b8%b0%ec%96%b5%ed%95%98%eb%9d%bc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/youzin.com\/blog\/?p=174","title":{"rendered":"\uba54\uba58\ud1a0 \uba54\uba58\ud1a0 : \uba54\uba58\ud1a0\ub97c \uae30\uc5b5\ud558\ub77c"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"memento.jpg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youzin.com\/blog\/archives\/memento.jpg\" width=\"280\" height=\"187\" border=\"0\" \/><br \/>\nOCN : 2004.1.17 10:00 pm<br \/>\n4\ubc88\uc9f8 \ubcf8\ub2e4. \uac00\uc774 \ud53c\uc5b4\uc2a4\ub294 \uc544\uc8fc\uc544\uc8fc \ub6f0\uc5b4\ub09c \uc5f0\uae30\ub97c \ubcf4\uc5ec\uc900\ub2e4. <\/p>\n<p>\uc65c \uba54\uba58\ud1a0\uc5d0 \uadf8\ud1a0\ub85d 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\ud558\uac8c \ud558\ub294. <\/p>\n<p>\uacb0\ub860\uc740 \uadf8\uac74 \ub0b4\uac00 \uc544\ub2c8\ub77c\ub294 \uac70\uc600\ub2e4. \uc774 \uc774\uc804\uc758 \uc0b6\uc774 \uc9c0\uae08 \ub098\uc758 \uc0b6 \uc18d\uc5d0 \ub9dd\uac01\ub418\uc5c8\ub4ef \uc55e\uc73c\ub85c\uc758 \uc0b6\ub3c4, \uadf8\ub7f0 \uac83\uc774 \uc788\ub2e4\ud574\ub3c4 \uc9c0\uae08 \uc720\uc9c4\uc774\ub780 \uc0ac\ub78c\uc73c\ub85c \uc0b4\uc544\uac00\ub294 \ub098\ub97c \uae30\uc5b5\ud558\uc9c0 \ubabb\ud558\uaca0\uc9c0. \uadf8\ub807\ub2e4\uba74 \uc774\ub807\uac8c \uc0b4\uc544\uc628 \ub098\ub294, \uc774\ub7f0 \uae30\uc5b5\uc744 \uac00\uc9c4 \ub098\ub294, \uacb0\uad6d \ub098\ub294 \uc774 \uc0dd \uc774\ud6c4\uc5d4 \uc874\uc7ac\ud558\uc9c0 \uc54a\ub294\ub2e4. \uadf8\ub807\ub2e4\uba74 \uadf8\uac74 \ub098\ub77c\ub3c4 \ub0b4\uac00 \uc544\ub2d0\ud14c\uba70, \uc2e0\uc758 \uc12d\ub9ac\uc5d0 \uc758\ud574 \ub098\uc640 \uc5b4\ub5a4 \ub048\uc744 \uac00\uc9c0\uace0 \uc788\ub2e4 \ud560\uc9c0\ub77c\ub3c4 \ub098\ub85c\uc120 \uacb0\uad6d\uc5d4 \ub098\uc640\ub294 \uc0c1\uad00\uc5c6\ub294 \uc874\uc7ac\ub77c\uace0 \uacb0\ub860\uc9c0\uc744 \uc218 \ubc16\uc5d0 \uc5c6\uc5b4. \uadf8 \uc0ac\uc2e4\uc740 \uadf9\ubcf5\ud560 \uc218 \uc5c6\ub294 \uac70\ub77c\uad6c&#8230;\uc544\ubb34\ub9ac \uc774\ub807\uac8c \ubb54\uac00\ub97c \ub044\uc801\uc774\uace0 \ub0a8\uae30\uace0 \ub3cc\uc774\ud0a4\uba70&#8230;\uc601\uc18d\ud558\ub824 \uc560\uc368\ubd24\uc790. <\/p>\n<p>\ub098\uc758 \uc0dd\uc740 \uc5ec\uae30\uc5d0\uc11c \ub05d\ub09c\ub2e4. \uc601\ud63c\uc774 \uc788\ub2e4\ud574\ub3c4 \ud6c4\uc138\uac00 \uc788\ub2e4 \ud574\ub3c4 \uc5ec\uae30\uc11c \ub05d\uc774\ub2e4. \uc774.\uac83.\ubc16.\uc5d4.\uc5c6.\ub2e4. \ub808\ub108\ub4dc\uac00 \ub0b4\uac8c \uc900 \uba54\uc2dc\uc9c0\ub294 \uc774\uac83\uc774\uc5c8\ub2e4. <\/p>\n<p>\ud558\uc9c0\ub9cc <\/p>\n<p>\uc2a4\uc2a4\ub85c\uc758 \uae30\uc5b5\uc744 \uc65c\uace1\uc2dc\ud0a4\uba74\uc11c\uae4c\uc9c0\ub3c4 \uadf8 \ud55c\uacc4\ub97c \ubc97\uc5b4\ub098\ubcf4\ub824 \ud55c \ub808\ub108\ub4dc\uc758 \uc9d1\uc694\ud568\uc774\uc57c \ub9d0\ub85c \uc778\uac04\uc774 \uc778\uc0dd\uc5d0\uc11c \uc790\uc2e0\uc758 \ud55c\uacc4\uc5d0 \ub300\ud574 \ucde8\ud560 \uc218 \uc788\ub294 \uc720\uc77c\ud55c \uc758\ubbf8\uc788\ub294 \uc778\uac04\uc801\uc778 \ud589\uc704\uac00 \uc544\ub2d0\uae4c. \uc9d1\uc911 \uc9d1\uc911 \uc9d1\uc911&#8230;\ud39c\uc744 \ucc3e\uc544 \uba54\ubaa8\ub97c \ud574 \uce68\ucc29\ud574\ub77c \ube14\ub77c\ub514\ubbf8\ub974 \ub10c \uc544\uc9c1 \ubaa8\ub4e0 \uac83\uc744 \ud574 \ubcf8\uac8c \uc544\ub0d0&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\uc874\uc7ac\uc758 \ud55c\uacc4\ub85c \uc2ec\uc7a5\uc774 \uc8c4\uc5b4\uc624\ub294 \uc2e0\uacbd\uc1e0\uc57d\uc9c1\uc804\uc758 \uc874\uc7ac\ub4e4\uc774\uc5ec &#8230;&#8230;\uc5b4\ub5bb\uac8c \uc774 \uc0dd\uc744 \ub6f0\uc5b4\ub118\uc744\ub798. \uadf8\ub0e5 \uadf8\ub807\uac8c \uc788\uc744\ub798. \uac16\uac00\uc9c0 \uc885\ub958\uc758 \ub9c8\uc57d\uc744 \uc12d\ucde8\ud558\uba70 \uadf8\ub807\uac8c \ubb34\uc2ec\ud558\uac8c \ubc1b\uc544\ub4e4\uc77c\ub798. \uadf8\uac78 \ud604\uba85\ud568\uc774\ub77c\uace0 \ubd80\ub97c\ub798?<\/p>\n<p>\ub0b4\uac00 \uc88b\uc544\ud558\ub294 \uc7a5\uba74<\/p>\n<p>\uae30\uaecf \ucc3d\ub140\ub97c \ubd88\ub7ec\ub2e4\uac00 \uc2dc\ud0a8\ub2e4\ub294 \uc77c\uc774 \uc640\uc774\ud504\uc758 \ubb3c\uac74\uc744 \ud769\ub728\ub824 \ub193\uc544 \ub2ec\ub77c\ub294 \uac83. \uadf8\ub294 \ucd5c\uc18c\ud55c \uc790\uc2e0\uc758 this condition\uc744 \uc778\uc9c0\ud558\uace0 \uc788\uc73c\uba70 (\uc2e4\uc740 \ubaa8\uc21c\uc774\uc9c0\ub9cc), \uc790\uc2e0\uc758 condition\uc744 \uc5ed\uc774\uc6a9\ud574 \ucc30\ub098\uc758 \ud589\ubcf5\uac10\uc744 \ubd99\uc7a1\uc544 \ubcf4\ub824 \ud55c\ub2e4. \uadf8\uc758 \uc640\uc774\ud504\uac00 \uc0b4\uc544\uc788\uc744 \ub54c\uc758 \uadf8 \ub530\uc2a4\ud55c \ub290\ub08c\uc744&#8230;.\ud5db\ub41c \ubc1c\ubc84\ub465. \ud558\uc9c0\ub9cc \ucc29\uac01\ub9c8\uc800 \uac00\uacf5\ud560 \uc218 \ubc16\uc5d0 \uc5c6\ub294 \uc808\uc2e4\ud568\uc740, \uadf8\ub140\uc758 \ub290\ub08c\uc744 \ub2e4\uc2dc \ucc3e\uace0 \uc2f6\ub2e4\ub294 \uadf8 \ub9c8\uc74c\uc740&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\uadf8\ub9ac\uace0 \ub808\ub108\ub4dc\ub294 \uadf8\ub140\uc758 \ucc45, \uadf8\ub140\uc758 \uc18d\uc637, \uadf8\ub140\uc758 \ube57\uc744 \ud0dc\uc6b4\ub2e4. \uc2a4\uccd0\uac00\ub4ef \ub07c\uc5b4\ub4dc\ub294 \uae30\uc5b5\uc758 \ud50c\ub798\uc26c. \uc218\uc99d\uae30 \uc1a1\uace8\uc1a1\uace8 \ub9fa\ud78c \ud22c\uba85 \ube44\ub2d0 \uc18d\uc5d0\uc11c \ud6c4\uc6b1-\ud558\uace0 \uc228\uc744 &#48183;\uc5b4\ub0b4\ub358 \uadf8\ub140\uc758 \ub9c8\uc9c0\ub9c9 \ubaa8\uc2b5. \ub098 \uc5ed\uc2dc \ud0dc\uc6b4 \uc801\uc774 \uc788\uc5b4. \ud558\uc9c0\ub9cc, \uc624\ud574\ud558\uc9c0\ub9c8. \ub808\ub108\ub4dc\ucc98\ub7fc \ub098\ub610\ud55c \ubb34\uc5b8\uac00\uac00 \ubd80\ub044\ub7fd\uac70\ub098 \ucabd\ud314\ub824\uc11c\uac00 \uc544\ub2c8\uc5c8\uc5b4. \ub05d\ub0b4\uace0 \uc2f6\uc5c8\ub358 \uac70\uc57c. \uc794\ud639\ud55c \uae30\uc5b5\uc758 \ub3c4\ub3cc\uc774\ud45c \uc18d\uc5d0\uc11c \uace0\ud1b5\ubc1b\ub294 \uadf8\ub140\ub97c \uc601\uc6d0\uc758 \uc800 \ub108\uba38\ub85c \ubcf4\ub0b4\uace0 \uc2f6\uc5c8\ub358 \uac70\uc57c. \ub108\ub3c4 \uadf8\ub7f0 \uc801\uc774 \uc788\ub2c8? \uadf8\ub9cc\ud07c \uc808\uc2e4\ud558\uc9c0 \uc54a\ub2e4\uba74 \uadf8\ub7ec\uc9c0 \ub9c8. \uc6c3\uae30\uc796\uc544. <\/p>\n<p>\uadf8\ub9ac\uace0 \ub098\ud0c8\ub9ac, \uce90\ub9ac\uc564\ubaa8\uc2a4\uc640 \ud568\uaed8 \ubc24\uc744 \ubcf4\ub0b4\ub294 \uadf8\uc758 \ub3c5\ubc31. <\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I don&#8217;t even know how long she&#8217;s been gone. It&#8217;s like I&#8217;ve woken up in bed and she&#8217;s not here because she&#8217;s gone to the bathroom or something. But somehow I just know that she&#8217;ll never come back to bed.  I lie here, not knowing how long I&#8217;ve been alone. If I could just reach out and touch her side of the bed I could know that it was cold, but I can&#8217;t. I have no idea when she left.       <\/p>\n<p>\ub098\ub294 \uadf8\ub140\uac00 \uc5bc\ub9c8\ub098 \uc624\ub798 \uc804\uc5d0 \ub5a0\ub0ac\ub294 \uc9c0 \uc870\ucc28 \ubaa8\ub978\ub2e4. \uadf8\uac74 \ub9c8\uce58 \ub9e4\uc77c \uc544\uce68\uc5d0 \uc77c\uc5b4\ub098\uc11c \uadf8\ub140\uac00 \ud654\uc7a5\uc2e4 \uac19\uc740 \uacf3\uc5d0 \uc788\uae30 \ub54c\ubb38\uc5d0 \ub0b4 \uc606\uc5d0 \uc5c6\ub294 \uac83 \uac19\ub2e4\ub294 \ub290\ub08c. \ud558\uc9c0\ub9cc \uc5b4\ub5bb\uac8c \ub09c \ub610 \uadf8\ub140\uac00 \ub2e4\uc2dc\ub294 \uc774 \uce68\ub300\ub85c \ub418\ub3cc\uc544\uc624\uc9c0 \uc54a\uc744 \uac70\ub780\uac78 \uc54c\uac8c \ub3fc. \ub098\ub294 \uc5ec\uae30 \ub204\uc6cc\uc788\uc9c0. \ub0b4\uac00 \uc5bc\ub9c8\ub098 \uc5ec\uae30\uc5d0 \ud63c\uc790 \uc788\uc5c8\ub294\uc9c0\uc870\ucc28 \uc54c\uc9c0 \ubabb\ud55c \ucc44\ub85c. \ub0b4\uac00 \uc190\uc744 \ubed7\uc5b4 \uadf8\ub140\uac00 \uc788\ub358 \uc790\ub9ac\uc5d0 \uc190\uc744 \ub308 \uc218 \uc788\ub2e4\uba74 \uadf8 \ucc28\uac00\uc6c0\uc744 \ub290\ub084 \uc218 \uc788\uc744\uac70\uc57c. \ud558\uc9c0\ub9cc \ub09c \ud560 \uc218 \uc5c6\ub2e4. \ub09c \uadf8\ub140\uac00 \uc5b8\uc81c \ub5a0\ub0ac\ub294\uc9c0 \uc54c \uc218 \uc5c6\uc5b4.<\/p>\n<p>I know I can&#8217;t have her back, but I want to be able to let her go. I don&#8217;t want to wake up every morning thinking she&#8217;s still here then realizing that she&#8217;s not.I want time to pass, but it won&#8217;t. 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